how did you not notice me not their at your basketball games cheering you on or the long car rides we would have just blasting music or going to tommy’s parties and taking turns getting shit faced. i understand shes your girlfriend but shit i didnt think you’d completely forget about me” i say standing up from his bed looking at him with sadness in my eyes.” i-i thought you didn’t want to hang out with us anymore y/n i didnt notice at first i i’m so sorry” he says guilt in his voice.” i feel like i lost the only person i truly cared about and and you were my friend and now you don’t even look my way steve how could you not notice me not being their. “ oh i actually came to talk to you about something “ “ shoot” he says.” why did you stop talking to me” silence filled the room 1.2.3 minutes passed waiting for him to say something anything” steve you left me for nancy and i dont get what i did for you to sto talking to me. not a hey how are you or a i miss you nothing its always about her i think to myself. “ i know steve but i wanted to talk to you” i say as he walks me to his room to talk.” hey i was actually gonna go out and apologize to nancy so if you can come and help me pick something out for her” my heart sank i haven’t talked to him in months and he already brought her up. i didnt uh expect you to be here?” steve says opening the door confused. knocking on his front door i waited anxiously wondering if i was making the wrong choice. i decided to go to steve’s house and check up on him, even if we weren’t friends anymore i didnt want to see him go through something like a breakup alone. they seemed to be done and whatever was said in that bathroom must have been bad. remembering that night i cried my heart out wondering why steve never expressed interest in me.Ī few days later i noticed that steve and nancy were slowly falling out since he wasn’t visiting her at school anymore and her and jonathan seemed to have gotten closer. I said my goodbye to barb wishing her a safe ride home and went on my way. that night i saw nancy and steve go into his room and i knew what was going to happen and i couldn’t bare being their for it. i walked barb that night to the bathroom after she sliced her thumb trying to open a beer can.” i know steve has gauze and bandages somewhere here ill look just keep your hand under the water” i tell her. that night he only invited me out of pity and i saw the subtitle flirting between the two and it made me sick. it use to be steve, tommy, carol, and i hanging out at lunch everyday but i was soon replaced when steve asked nancy to go to his house for a hangout with carol and tommy since his parents were out of town. i saw the way he looked at her when she would walk past him, i saw the sparkle in his eyes when he talked about her or whenever she was around. i knew steve had a crush on ever since the beginning. it use to be steve and i doing everything together hanging out at each others houses, long car rides, going to tommy’s parties, and now he forgot all about me. Steve and i were good friends that was until he started dating nancy wheeler.
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